There are so many severe issues in our family. Well... don't know how much longer we will actually be a family. The final drop has just about fallen. Hubby is an alcoholic and he's been sober for 3 months. He is behaving like a *****! He's angry... screaming... throwing things around him and trashing stuff. I've been supportive and patient with him but now I feel I've had it. When our daughter is home and sees and hears him like this, then it's enough. One more time and... The children has to come first! Always!
He's been seeing this contact person talking about his problems with alcohol for maybe 7 months. He's now seeing a CBT therapist guiding him to deal with the intrusive thoughts upon alcohol and drinking. Still, just coming home from an app or at any time he lashes out and is absolutely terrible.
He'll start on antidepressive meds again hopefully at the beginning of next week.
I'm about to crack, fall apart. I do everything around here and that includes supporting our 2 special needs children.

I've gone from being understanding and supportive in every way to being fed up and angry internally just wanting it all to go away. I'm a person too... or maybe not. Just useless piece of crap!