Hi,
When I was becoming unwell, I was philosophising, I now know that this is a hallmark of mental illness - trying to find answers - emotional, mental spiritual. But why ? I was trying to find out like a physicist priest doc the answers of my mental problems, the universe, religion, spirituality, everything and I didnt need to. The oppression of it was truly awful, but I would like to know why philosophising and mental illness is like that.

mala