and than there is question "why do I feel the way I feel?". Is it some baggage from previous existences? Am I picking up on vibes of places and people? Or is it simply a human condition?

There are times I wish I could turn it off and do some mundane living. But I want to be able to turn it back on. Because my emotions and feelings, they are me. I don't want to blame external or internal condition for my feelings... or doings even.