Hi everyone,

I hate to be a bother, but I would really appreciate hugs or kind words right now.

I haven't been feeling good (mentally) the last few days, I've hardly been outside since Tuesday, basically cooped up in the house. It has been raining LOTS, and for some reason rainy weather makes me really depressed.

I was planning on talking to my pdoc about how I've been feeling at our next appointment, but then today I looked at the appointment card and it said "September 20th, 4:00pm" I forgot about my appointment! Now I have to wait until Monday to reschedule, and I don't know if I'll have enough meds to last until the next appointment. And now I won't be able to talk to him about how I'm feeling.

I'm not even close to being suicidal, but this is always how it starts. I slip into a depressive episode until I can't take it anymore. I don't want that to happen. I'm just hoping that my depression will lift as soon as possible, the meds I'm on have been working fantastic so far, don't want them to crap out now.

Thanks for listening to my rant.