I hate that the first thing I want to do in the morning is apologize for myself. I seem to need to apologize for taking up space on this planet. I never feel like I am doing enough.
Oh well. It's rainy and I feel happy about that. I am slowly working up to a therapeutic dose of meds and I'm glad about that. I called my pdoc yesterday and asked him some questions and I never would have done that in the past. I should go to a 12 step meeting this afternoon but I feel mentally too tired.
I think I will go to the farmer's market instead. Sometimes I just like to see the people...