My therapist has a hard time to believe me. He assumes that i have anxiety and not PTSD ....(or dissociative which he gave me earlier)

He said: "If you know for sure those events happened - this is PTSD but if you don`t have a proof that it happened then its anxiety."

I feel again alone with this. I didn`t really expect anyone to believe this. I am sorry i trusted him with the secret information inside the many SO many flash backs i have been investigating. If not this we were just keeping up going with the P.E sessions.

For a few minutes i could talk, he asked questions. I could cry...He was there with me. But after that, as he said that he thought it didn`t happen and that i had anxiety - i felt how the burden is thrown back on me. How i came kicked back inside myself. Can trust no one. Can rely on no one.I felt again humiliated and TRAPPED and the need to RUN.

This really sucks. Even if i told you...you would not believe me. I will never heal from this. Never thought that it exist. Is that fair?