two steps forward one step back. Not cutting for as long as you did is a great accomplishment. Now your job is to look at your trigger (T not calling and insurance problems) and try to work out ways to deal with it more productively. I know, easier said then done. For me it sometimes takes hurting myself to get to a place where I can figure out how to deal with the problem without hurting myself. I hope that will change soon. Just keep working on it.
Carrie