I have been thinking back to the times I had in college. I think part of what troubles me is the question, did I become an alcoholic(without realizing it) in college, and somehow got myself sober and now the cravings are back?

It's not like I never drank after college. I remember a couplpe of parties with friends after college, and if I remember correctly, I was in control of my drinking. There have been of course the occassional drinks and now the increasing drinks.

It kind of scares me to feel this way.