My husband (same sex) have been on a rocky road lately. We both come from abusive childhoods. He has a violent temper and has struck me on a few occasions and is always sorry after. He has started using fat burners and gym supplements which have high doses of caffeine and other things in it. There are times when he can be very loving and i think this is all i ever wanted and needed in this lifetime. But i worry about this. He can be verbally abusive in the meanest way, I am 40 and he is 30. He called me "old" and a "nothing". Said he can do better than me...and then cried like a baby. Is my marriage doomed? I am old fashioned and 100% committed to being with him forever...but yet i am terrified. Somebody please give me advise