Okay, I have issues. More issues than National Geographic one could say.

I have been playing with the idea to "ask for help" for a long time, but I am still not sure if it is something I want to blow money on (since I am not sure my insurance will cover it. No sliding scale here and all these niceties. We be capitalist here). But to be honest the system here sucks. It is bit over 20 years since we got rid of totalitarian regime and we know these are no good for social sciences. So... there are not many good psychologists here (and when I looked up most focus on drugs or eating disorders... not my issue).

So I don't know. I am not even sure I wanna rehash the past issues right now, as I have too many other things to worry about.

But maybe I can do it on my own. Go to school library and read some books on psychology and be my own helper. I am highly intelligent and not that much of a mess. And I won't have transference issues with myself and I will save the money... as I really don't have that much extra cash right now.

Not sure.

Can one help themselves if they are focused and determined enough? And is it good idea to try to solve unresolved issues when you have too much of other things to focus on?