I had to do A LOT of my own work with books... for a reason I think you would be very likely to run into... Your IQ is flipping off the charts. It is very difficult IMO to work with a therapist with a significantly lower IQ than your own. I think one of the largest factors in my success with my current T is that she is friggin brilliant... absent minded and quirky... but brilliant!
The risk in being your own T is that you may not have an external feedback loop which is very important to keep things clear and less biased (sorry... my bias is that unbiased doesn't exist).
I believe, in the specific work I did with books, I was very successful and when I went for my psych eval the evaluator seemed to agree. I did rely strongly on a very small group of close friends with varying understandings of psychology and a retired T who was a friend to do reality checks along the way.
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There’s been many a crooked path
that has landed me here
Tired, broken and wearing rags
Wild eyed with fear
-Blackmoores Night
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