((((Wysteria))))

I agree with Omers. The ice queen went off in a tangent on her personal beliefs ~ certainly doesn't sound professional to me! Her coming up with a treatment prediction, expecting it to take years and necessary for you to leave your current T & immediately sharing her personal beliefs is just WRONG!!

I do understand your self-blame and dissociation. I know that I'd do the same thing. But, as a bystander, I can assure you that this lady's words were very inappropriate. I hope that your T gets that point across to her, so she doesn't do the same thing with other people in T!

Gentle hugs to you.....