Wysteria, I feel so bad for you. I don't blame you for feeling hurt and angry and alone, as well as betrayed by your T. It's not your fault at all, so please don't blame yourself.

Wasn't your therapy helping? I know DBT is supposed to be THE therapy for BPD, but it's not the only way. My former T thought it wouldn't help me so I never pursued it except online for a short time. I thought it takes 1 year, not years. I hope you can find a different DBT T than the one you saw if you decide to do it.

How could anyone say people don't like you for having BPD? You are so very nice, helpful, and considerate on this forum, and I don't think people are so different in RL as they are here. You're very special, and don't let any T tell you otherwise!!

I hope you and your T can work this out successfully and you can rebuild the trust you have for him.