I am actually afraid that somebody might break me if I trust them too much and they are not that good.

I just don't know. I am kinda scared to let others mess with my emotions and mind... even if it may be needed and helpful in the end.

there just seem to be too many incompetent people in the field (I remember seeing some psychologist on late night talk show... talking about how clients can hug a teddybear in her office and adviced to standing naked in front of the mirror and tell yourself you love yourself as a good way to improve yourself confidence (both are yucky and WTF to be in their own way).