Well Sanada, you already know I understand. Yes, I completely understand that coil you are talking about. Can you get more active with the university and donate your time in anyway? Or maybe take some night courses where you might chance on others your age, many are going back to school just for a better chance to find a job.

You are very bright, I can understand the desire to interact with others that are challenging. But you know, the fact that you have the desire to do so is a good sign. Often PTSD can get so bad that people who have it tend to isolate.

I think your right about going out and finding friends, just try to pick places where people in in a better state of mind and not the ones that are doing bad things and have poor attitudes.

Open Eyes