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Originally Posted by Sanada
It sounds like a defence mech. You are feeling that you cannot form a lasting relationship with anybody, you put up walls.
From what you said though you still want to be close to people in life. That tells me that you have the desire still inside. Healing from being hurt takes time, but if you feel the need to re-build the emotional bridge; that is a good sign.
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The thing is, i've tried taking down these walls. It felt scary.
Then, i got bored and left. (not that they've tried to contact me, i don't think they were very interested anyways)
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“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron
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