Hi,
Sometimes nothing is a good choice. I am around if you want to talk. I understand not being able to go to the hospital, if I ever go back I lose custody of my son forever.

Some times giving into the depression and just hiding in bed is the best we have available.

I care as do others. please know that others would be hurt by your loss. My mother attempted sui. I will NEVER forget. I can't forget the scars, I can't forget the terror, the sadness, the anger, the betrayal, the cruelty of the other kids and even my teachers. I am lucky though, I still have her. I am NOT saying you are being selfish... just sharing my experiences on both sides.

No one lives in a vacuum.