I can understand a T saying that they can't guarantee to take you back - they have bills to pay and may not be able to keep a session open as this would affect their income - but I am really can't get her reasoning of why she wouldn't take you back if she had a place available and you could pay her - life is life, jobs can come and go along with someones abilty to pay, so I don't get at all, why she herself doesn't see this? Again if you were stopping and starting for other reasons, like lots of conflict situations with your T, again I could get my head round her saying it may be better for you to see someone else - but not because you have lost your job - seems like punishment for something that is beyond your control and not very caring - I am so sorry you are facing this, it must feel horrible - thinking of you