I am Bi-polar as well, and my life has completely spiraled out of control. I gambled away the entire contents of my husbands bank account, my family has had enough, as this is not my first episode, my husband works offshore and is not around, so I am left in the hands of his very disgusted family. I am alone and loney, I am afraid all the time, and I am also battling gambling and alcohol issues as well as my rapidely declining mental health. I would run away, but no one wants me. I was hoping to discuss some treatment options and possible medication choices.