Instead of writing "...not SO much", I should have written "... not AS much." Soup and mcl, I'm lucky I don't have a situation quite like yours. My T is VERY empathic and I trust her 100% in trying her best to do right by me. And she has. I had started a thread just last week "My Therapist/My Defender" because she is so awesome.

So, why do I hear and remember just one sentence that she said 2 weeks ago that makes me trust her judgment less than 100%? Maybe I need to stop looking at her as 'perfect'. In fact she has resisted 'perfect T' label. Why can't I see her as human and just like anyone else? So what if she had a very small lapse of judgment? Am I really that critical? I guess so.

Maybe I worry this one miniscule lapse of judgment is indicative of something more serious that I'm not aware of yet. If I knew for sure this was all it was, I could probably relax. It is so strange to have feelings that waver like this.