Oddly enough, I am not able to physically smoke cigarettes. I tried to start not too long ago when I was in the psychiatric hospital, and after I was done I started to feel really weird. I ended up laying down on the sidewalk, and my legs started to shake so uncontrollably that I had to be pinned down, put in a wheel chair, and wheeled back in the hospital. It eventually stopped after about 20-30 minutes.

I question whether or not my epilepsy had something to do with it. It wasn't a seizure though...I was was fully conscious and able to talk and laugh, the only thing not working right was my legs!

Either way, I'm VERY grateful for this, because now I know I don't have an option to start smoking, so there's no temptation.