I have major trust issues with the whole of the planet - even in my own ability to make decisions and have a good grasp on reality (whatever reality is!)! I go from not trusting T, to trusting a bit, then feeling freaked that I have got too close. It's almost replicated in an image I have in my head of him being very close, but then very distant from me. I sometimes have images of him in supervision talking about me as a "case", then I feel very distant from him and almost that I have been "studied" like some animal.