I know you can't write back to me, or give me any feedback- but i am still going to send my thoughts and feelings out to you in the universe. Why are you so difficult? I am a mere teen and i already know you are stubborn, upsetting, cruel, inconsiderate, and just downright hard to deal with. Why?
Innocent and genuine people are put through Heck, and do you care?- probably not. I'll admit, you have some beautiful things about you- but in the end the bad deffinatly overpowers and overwhelms the good.
You take people's lives Life, many before they are ready, many painfully- what do you get out of it?
People are starving, disease-stricken, filled with pain, and sadness, and longing- people are being raped and tortured- and they are good and tender souls. Why not hurt the ones whose ultimate goal in life is to inflict pain on others, who love to be bad, and do immoral deeds?
Why not them?
Now i admit some of the inner turmoil, life expirences, and illnesses i or the ones i love have expirienced i wouldnt wish on anyone- not even my worst enemy.
But thinking these- are all in vain. Nothing i can do will change these things.
APPARENTLY, Life, you are supposed to be hard- because if we survive you, there will eiter be a far better you, of far worse you after we leave. Ashaim isnt it? We all have to wait, normally a long time before things get easier, peaceful, simple, and at resst.
Eventually all the hardships, and sadnesses, worries, fears, restrictions, let-downs, and pain all builds up- untill one literally cannot take any more of you.
Life......why?