My ex contacted me. He wants me back again.
We already broke up twice, his doing.
He admits he has issues, says he is sorry, knows he should have been better.
He says he pushed me away, he knows its wrong.
He says he wants me in his life no matter what.

I dont know what to do!
I love him, I miss him, but I dont want to be hurt again.
I have so much mixed emotion around this.

If you want to know more you can read my blog, I talk about him a lot in in.

-Jeanne

P.S. This is eating me up inside. I have no one to talk to. I dont want to tell friends or family. I worry they will judge me. I feel like a f'up.