I think that if I posted every single day under this thread "What's On Your Mind?", it would be the same thing all the time. I wish it wouldn't be, but I think it would read the same. Such as, loneliness and fatigue.
For Clouds & Sun and Shadow World, I can appreciate how you feel. I think that the reason that I have such a hard time with showing love and warmth is because I do not feel love for myself. As a matter of fact, I hate who I am right now and have for a long time. I think that I have to care something about myself in order for anyone to be able to do the same. Who would want to spend any amount of time with me when I am so disgusted with myself.