sending you big hugs! Maybe your T was afraid you would end uo in even deeper trouble if you dont have the daily skills you need. Sadly I think she went about the session in thewrong way. I sense she may have been rightfully more upset with herself for not seeing how much you were in trouble in session before. That was HER job to see how badly you were doing that day. Let her know how her response sounded to you. She needs to know. And you deserve to be treated and not harmed further.