I have felt that.

Recently I felt like my insecurity were trying to warn me against problems with my realationship and I felt good about that for a very short time, but I couldn't help but feel that it was also causing me to throw away another chance for love that I wanted soo bad. Just like I have so many time before. I am currently avoiding that person because she has cut it off do to warnings I was giving her about my insecurities. Also, I am happy when I'm around her but I get soo depressed knowing she will never let it be. She is convinced that if I were in love that all of my insecurities would dissappear immediately. I can't help but think that my insecurity would eventually tear the relationship apart anyway.