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flaby, i hear your pain. i'm sorry you so young have so much suffering. once i felt as you did now. helpless and hopeless. after seeking all the help i could find, i got better. it took work, sometimes painful work. but today i can refect back and i'm so glad i fought for the life i deserved. i know it takes so much mental energy but do the best you can each day. don't beat yourself up on the days most bleak. just keep your eye on the future and blindly believe if need be. i hope we can offer you support that helps.
my signature below in blue type helped me not lose hope.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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