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Originally Posted by VenusHalley
but if there is no purpose... than why? I am too intelligent and I guess too spiritual for mindless hedonism and for chasing materialistic pursuits.
I have moments when I am alive and it between... I am either sad/blue, or there is just nothing. Maybe numbness. Emptiness. Or plain boredom? Maybe that is normal not to feel much and just live away.
Why just can't I be able to enjoy the... things in life for longer? What more do I want from life?
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I do not partake in mindless hedonism or chase materialistic pursuits. I don;t believe it has to be an all or nothing. But I follow what it inside rather than looking for something on the outside, or something in a book, or something someone can teach me. In spiritual regards I want to teach myself from what is inside me. Incase I wasn't very clear on that.