I feel so sad and alone. I don't know what triggered it but all of the sudden it's like everything is crashing down. I started crying for no reason and I don't want to be like this when my boyfriend gets home from work. I have no friends, no car, I'm just stuck. I hate myself so much and I'm too scared to fix anything. I made an appointment with my pdoc but he can't see me until the 3rd. I don't want this to last that long. I just wanted to vent.