Im sooooo soooo sick of all this. Last week was the best week ever! I was taking good care of my girls, endless energy, even rearranged several rooms!
I thought hey! These meds are startin to work! NOPE............

Starting sun feeling down, all the way to today just keep getting lower....been crying all day....just so depressed. Can barely get out of bed.

Saw Pdoc and he wants to add lamictal. Told him last time i tried it made me MORE depresseD! Oh and he gave me some adderral to help with my energy. I hate this. So now im on lithium, lamictal, emsam, klonopin as needed and adderal as needed!

Wow am i really that F'd up?! And I stilll feel like crap! I just wanna check myself into a friggen mental hosp and they can observe me and figure out some magic potion to get me off this weekly rollercoaster cuz i dont know how much more i can take of this. PLese pray for me....im so sick of this and so sad. Im crying as im writing this damn post!!