I am still new to this diagnosed about 3 wks or so ago and was manic and went into a pyschosis. Now I feel depressed. What usually will they do if I just came out of a mania. I feel intense fear at times b/c I am so afraid they will just put me on even more meds. I am not really living right now. It sucks. Do they usually give an antidepressant to somebody so recently out of mania? I am so scared I have never not been on antidepressants (I always thought I had major depression and borderline) This time of year is awful for me. Any thoughts. I see my pdoc Thurs but it feels so far away.