Haven't been on in awhile since a lil bit before my semester started in August. I thought I was doing good, but apparently according to my fiends back hme n family I look horrible. Everytime I start school I tend to stress build mounds of anxiety because of school. I tend to snack and eat take out or nothing at all Yea typical college student. But long story short I went to visit my ppl bck hme and let's just say I regret going........although I am 22 they pay (meaning my parents) for my schooling threatened me by saying if I dnt look better then they won't pay but honestly I look ok yes I lost some weight but its just school related maybe I was a little bit ok and had my ed somewhat under controlled I think sighs I just dnt know what to do to convince them......I'm tired of fighting and honestly I have more impt things to worry about than what my scale says at this point ugh just needed to vent I guess wish everyone stop caring life wld be easier
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