I really don't know if i want to go back. I keep going over it and over it in my head and i just can't decide. It's been 7 weeks since i was there, and i feel so much better for having not having a permanently open emotional wound.

I know i have stuff to work out, i know i probably should go back, but i also know on a daily basis i cope just fine without it.

yuk. Does anyone have any wisdom??