Thanks everyone for all of your good thoughts,prayers, good vibes everything. It meant the world to me. I got home about 9:45 this morning .and have been really tired. Sorry I am late getting this posted. Just couldnt keep my eyes open. I have good news!!!!!!! Other than the SVT problem as far as the cardiologist can tell my heart is healthy!!!! I am so relieved!!!

The test was hard. From my perspective even as a survior of child sexual abuse. You were awake enough , aware enough to know what they were doing, They sprayed some stuff in the back of my throat to help the gag reflexes but it took a few tries before it helped at all. And I struggled and was crying. I felt awful. Like such a baby. But I couldnt help it. What do you do in a situation like that? I think they finally gave me more stuff to put me out a little bit more , I told a couple of the nurses about what I had been thru so they were aware .They were so kind. and reassuring to me. I just felt so dumb because I couldnt be more under control. I was so afraid of that.

Thanks again for your love and support Everyone ~

Hugz~
Bethy