I am talkative. I code-switch between Czech and English, without even realizing it. I am thoughtful... well, I am always but in manicky states it is like a very dada stream of conscious... I raid Oriflame store. I look up tickets to various places (never bought one so far. I am too restrained). No need to sleep too much. I argue with dead political theorists when studying... In classes I present my existentialist stances (which I normally try to downplay because the profs don't appreciate "economy tells us nothing of human nature or the world" and "nations are BUNK, it's all social construct and I see no reason why to adhere to that").

I sometimes talk to strangers.

I have dreams of becoming this world known human rights activist.

and i feel alive. I feel the world turning. I feel wind in my hair and it makes me thankful for every moment, bad and good.

I zone out, astral project even. My thoughts are sometimes too fast and too absurd. I feel like my whole body was full of electrical current and touching metal would create sparkles. I sometimes halucinated midly... object are distorted and moving, I see shadows and flashes of light or color.