This is hard for me to write but I thought maybe trying to write it down will help me.

I have a problem with trust especially with friends, I did become close to someone online and we became friends and was for over 3 years, She hurt me alot, I put all my trust in her but she hurt me over and over to a point that I got fed up with it and finished the friendship, To be honest I thought I would miss her but I don't at all, I am happy without her in my life, I am not hurting anymore.

Anyway I am afraid now of becoming friends with anyone, I do have friends in RL but I don't bother with them much because I am scared of getting hurt, I am here also to try and make friends but I am scared if I get hurt again, I can't let it happen, I cried so many times of my last friend because of the hurt she caused.