I will check that book out. I am on the antidepressant emsam patch 12 mg and on lithium and just added lamictal. Still no relief. I wonder if i should stick with him then?! I like him n i felt like we just made progress but gahh i dont know if he understands about my depression....... Doesnt seem like he does.

I cant get up. Why cant he friggen understand??!! i DONT wanna be like this either but the past 6 months its been overcoming me with each episode getting worse.
Im not up 'doing things i enjoy outta the house right now'
Im lying in bed crying wishing i was dead so my pain will go away.

And he wants me to do something. I hvnt showered in 3 days. The ONLY thing that sounds appealing is me being in a hospital bed hooked up to an IV with meds to knock my *** out for like a week!

So much for my therapist understanding.