Dijmart......I'm sorry for what is going on. I am always here to be a friend & listen to your concerns. I have been hospitalized for bipolar 7 times. My friends/family/ex boyfriend are I think just kind of burnt out on the situation. My family has very bad communication skills. When I am in there, they never even mention when they call or visit. THat just how it goes in my family. As far as my friends go, they always say that they try to talk about other things to make me feel better & distract me from how bad things are. I guess it may help in a way, but I definately know how hurtful that can be. As uncomfortable as that may be, It may help you to understand their motives. If they talked to you in there then they obviously care about you. I am so drugged up in there most of the time, I wouldnt even remember seeing or talking to them, which has to make them feel hurt & kind of like whats the point she wont remember anyways. Which I can almost understand . It is really hard for most people to know what to say or do. HOpe it gets better & you can get somewhere with them Take care!!!!