thanks for replying..
i can't call anyone because they will just make me go to ED which will make my cousins really mad and be pointless because the doctors said they weren't going to admit me again.
i have the crisis line number, they are the people meant to be keeping an eye on me until i get more ongoing support... i might ask my cousin if i can call them because i'm not even meant to call the crisis line without talking to my cousins first.
i can feel myself slipping further every second. the voices are so loud.. i'm trying to fight them i really am but it's getting harder and harder.
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