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Old Sep 29, 2011, 10:30 PM
Anonymous100300
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Is there such a thing as a therapy wall? I feel like I've reached a certain level in therapy... learned a lot about myself, my defense mechanisms, worked some of my trust issues out... But just when my T. wants to work on the causes of these issues (talking about my family of origin) we've semed to hit a wall...

At first I thought it was just me not wanting to delve into the past...not wanting to deal with things... but now I'm really starting to doubt my T. ability to see me through this.... like he doesn't want to go there....or he is uncomfortable... In session tonight, I talked about something that was very painful to me.. past trauma... and I got no reaction from him.... no leading questions to help me explore how I felt when that was going on...nothing to help me figure out the effects on today... nothing...
I don't know how I'm supposed to work through this alone...if I could I would have done it a long time ago... since I've been alone with this all along....

He keeps telling me I need to deal with this big pile of hurt but when I start its like he's not able to deal with it.. It was rather awkward....
I don't know how I would be able to share the worst things if he couldn't sit with me through this stuff tonight.

Maybe I've gotten as far as I can in therapy... Has anyone else "hit the wall" with Therapy?
Thanks for this!
Dr.Muffin