Everyone around me has been fighting and so uptight, and somehow I just keep getting thrown back in the middle I try and keep out of the way but it's impossible. It's like they try to make me feel bad or see how hard they can push me till I break. I'm just about there too, it's too much for me, I have already taken everything sharp out of my room but no ones awake now, it's just too tempting to go down and grab something anything just to relieve this tension inside. I'm up for chatting for a while if anyone's here, I just need to keep my mind here and away from the blades.