I sent T an e-mail last night and asked for a reply, but he didn't reply. I know it's because he hasn't read it..he goes days sometimes without getting on his computer.

But I am going out of town this weekend (camping, yay ) and I really really really want him to reply before I go. So, I CALLED his voice mail last night and asked him if he would please read it.

I am SO NEEDY right now. I told him in the message I know I sound SO NEEDY, but that when my relationship with T is solid and safe, everything else is a little easier. I so so so so hope he listens to the message and reads the voice mail.