its always my arms. Well, this time around I should say ( or this breakdown for the last couple of weeks)

today I was feeling kind of lonely and isolated and insecure, so nothing was really working, not even the webpage.

I called crises line and spoke to someone and called boyfriend to talk to him, and let one of my littles come out and play for a while. We finally got to sleep after being busy busy busy, or trying to be at least, at around noon. Its about seven now and im going to keep lying down as I feel a bit better.

Its so weird because sometimes I will be like, hey, this something works, and other times it doesnt do crap :P

And sometimes thats even in an hour to hour situation. At least I know its forcing me to be creative I guess.