I am sorry you are feeling this way.
Yes, I have left a session and later called to apologize for being born and meeting T, thus making her life miserable. I was feeling so low about myself as a person, that I could not believe anyone would want to be around me... and I was projecting.

Clearly it is linked to the past, so perhaps reflecting on what triggered the reaction or when you have felt the need to apologize to other "authority types" might help figure out your response.

Good luck.