I also have the urge to run, and the sad part about it is that I do run. I run often. I run all the time. I have been back and fourth between texas, oklahoma, and new mexico 12 times in the last 6 months. The sad part about it is that my entire family lives in ohio. I haven't even gone there in years. I have no family outside of ohio and for some reason I refuse to go back there. I am really trying to focus on getting better and staying put for awhile. I really do understand where you are coming from. I have actually never been homeless as of yet, however I have came too close for comfort a few times. I hope you find some comfort, security and healing on your journey. Have you thought about going to a friends house to stay for a couple days to get away and take some you time. That is much safer than the homeless route. Maybe the couple days is actually all you would need to reset.