At this point in my life, I can't see myself going to a hospital. For some reason, I'm believing my mental illness is like cancer, you either take the treatment, that may make you sicker, or you just be natural, whatever happens, happens. I feel I can compare with cancer, because, I have recently lost 3 family members to it, and I actually took care of them,instead of Hospice. Now my Dad has it. I don't mean to be flip about it, I apologize ahead of time!