Even Oprah had said that she would throw food out just so she would not eat it, and then find herself going thru the garbage to take it back

See, not so bad...I binge too when I am nervous, etc....I have to learn not to have it in the house but when I buy it I think I will have the willpower to just have "one!". Well I don't!!!!!!!

So glad you found this site......Jessica you are not bad, or weak or anything. Unfortunately, like myself it is our drug of choice and it can cause as much damage as the real stuff. I used to go to Overeaters annonymous which is a 12 step program. They may have one where you live. You could check on it and some online sites as well. Believe me there are a lot of us out here struggling with eating disorders. Its one day at a time Jessica!

Welcome!!

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