i have had mental illness since i had a nervous breakdown at 17.. Years ago. I was treated for schizophrenia because of delusions... the last episode i had because of stopping meds, the doc in the hospital said i was bi-polar. after 2 shock treatments, and watching myself and meds carefully by dr., i am ok for now. but i wiped out my photos, avatars, everything, trying to learn how to do this right. i have to get enough sleep or i am worse. i am determined, i am still holding up this wall.