I am SO happy for all those that have found a Therapist to help. However, one thing to keep in mind here is, "Everyone is different" Or am I wrong in saying that? I have been to Dr's and counselor's since I was 17yrs old. That has been over 19yrs ago. Dont get me wrong here, I have my good days where I am full of unlimited hope that one day I will never be effected by my issues again. Yet, this is reality, and Ive been on meds before, all of which did not help, even had coping strategies suggested. Yet, still nothing has helped.
I get that I may be like this for the rest of my life, that nothing is truly gonna help 100%. However, I guess i went about wording my post all wrong. What i really wanted to say is, I have a really hard time being around people. Im either wanting to scream at them to leave me alone, or I just isolate myself away from everyone so i dont end up doing, or saying something i will regret. As I cant handle my own emotions let alone dealing with interacting with others to boot. I dont like that Im this way, quite honestly I loath it. However, having to deal with both the social anxiety and bipolar on a dialy basis (among other things) Is there anything out there someone like myself I can get into as a career other than being a janator to be able work within' my ability to support myself? If you dont have anything nice to say, or your just gonna be condescending pls i beg of you to not say anything at all. I am not saying my situation, or my experience are any worse than anyone else's. As I dont feel this is a contest, I am only trying to get helpful advice from friendly ppl. Thank you all